Michael Jackson.

I still can't swallow the whole thing.

I can't believe he's gone. But I pray we never let him die. I regret not really appreciating him before. I used to listen to his songs and say, "this is beautiful." But I never made time to sit down, close my eyes, and let the message reach me. Only a true .. beautiful soul (?) could deliver such a message.

I listen to Man in the Mirror. And just the beginning, where he 'hmm's .. I swear I could've cried. Then I scribble the lyrics onto my memo pad, bubbles of bliss and something else I can't put my finger on forms in me and tears swell my eyes I couldn't see what I've written. His voice soothed me, and every word just pierces my everything inside me and just then I wanted to scream Why. Why leave us. And then I cried. I cried inside and thats just worse cos the emotion just stays there and overwhelms you.

When you listen to this song and how he sings it, I'm just so certain He brought Michael down to earth for everyone of us to be close to. Michael was there for everyone.

Michael Jackson, you are magic.

I can't tell you just how much I miss you. Words fail me. 

Secrets of The Fearless

The new book I've recently been so hooked on. 

I can't put it down. Tried. Couldn't. It's about HMS Fearless and young John Barr. He and his father was cheated off their property, accused of murder, and in their attempt to run from the angry mob and the head of the mob, who was the actual murderer, they were pressed into the navy - against their will. But John and his father, Patrick were assigned to different ships. Patrick to the HMS Splendid and John to the HMS Fearless . It's a really good book. 

In the book, the Scots are a was with the French. Basically, it's about life at sea. 

Lion King rehearsal tomorrow. Latin technique drilll-llll-llling on Thursday. The lion king performance is on Friday, I can't wait :) The schools musical is this Saturday. Wheeee. Latin exam this Sunday. Can I not go to school on Monday? :) :) Naahh. I'll be going to school on Monday. There's something happening on Monday but I can't tell you. Shhh. 

Anyway.

Good luck to those in the school's musical :) :) Work hard. People are coming to watch, so show 'em whatcha got. 

Krystle's Tag

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to be kissed?

Hand. HEEE! :) Naaahh. I don't know, really.

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?

I felt like I only got 2 minutes of sleep.

3. Who was the last person you took a photo with?

The whole family for Jean's midnight birthday cake

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled.

Uhh. I, don't think so.

5. Will you ever donate blood?

Yes.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

Umm. No. Good friend, but not best friends.

7. Do you want someone to be dead?

No, no ofcourse not

8. What does your last text msg say?

Hah :) Don't bother with my cellphone

9. What are you thinking of right now?

What in the world is on Nickelodeon right now.

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?

Whole family.

11. What time did you go to bed last night?

3am. Oh doont ask.

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?

Got it for free. Joined this event thing and got it :) Pretty neat.

13. Is someone on your mind right now?

Nope. Not even my future husband

14. Who was the last person who texted you?

It's been awhile. I can't remember.

10  names:

1. Krystle Koh

2. Siti Amirah

3. Qissay Siregar

4. Inka Jaisi

5. Alesia Dhana

6. Latifah Azlan

7. Trishii

8. Amelia Henderson

9. Alfin Lian

10. Razlan Yusoff

[there's no order. Just random names that pop up, I write]

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with?

If I told you, I'm afraid I'd have to kill you :) Or worse. 

16. Is no.3 a male or female

Heh, Qis you're lucky they gave you an easy question :) Qis is a she. A very pretty she.

17. If no.7 and no.1 got together, would it be good?

No. 1 would have to learn French and put up with a whole lot of Trishay-ness.

18. What is no.1 studying about?

SPM. Although I have a feeling in her head, she's dancing the cha cha

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?

I dunno. Quite recent. Not more than a week ago.

20. Is no.4 single?

Reeoww.

21. Say something about no.2

Dayuummm.

22. What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together?

What're you a love doctor or something. Umm. I can't imagine that happening :P

23. Describe no.9

um. Skillzzz to the brim :)

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight?

Knock their heads together.

25. Do you like no.8?

I can't staaaand her. :P Chh. Nahh I love me some Ameliaaa :)

Time flew by

It seemed like only yesterday I was in the car heading south to Malacca. 

I got back most of my mid-year exam results. I'm not satisfied with my marks but whats done is done. I'll just have to promise myself I'll work harder fort he next examination. Which is in a little more than a month btw. 

I bought Reader's Digest June issue that came with a free February issue. And I really like the articles in the magazine. I read articles on Tasmanian tigers, snake massages, the Canine Connection programme at the Echo Glen Children Centre in Washington, an inspirational woman named Sunitha from India, Danny Wallace and many many more. And all these from only the February issue. I'm thinking about subscribing.

What's new?

Umm. Jean turned 9 yesterday :) My dad got her this HUGE chuppa chuppa lollipop. it's humongous it's like three times the size of my fist. Pretty cool :) We'll be going to OU this Sunday 'cos my sister wants to celebrate at Space Galactica (or was it Galaxie) and Art Attack. 

I can't believe it's already Friday. After today, it's gonna be Saturday :) and then Sunday :) I have a good feeling about this weekend. Suddenly I have so much motivation to finish up all my homework and cleaning up my room. Oh well :) Marinate the feeling while it  lasts. 

Like kindergarten

Started class with aunty Farah again today :)

I. Love the class. I felt like kiddie tingle, like, bubbles of genuine happiness popping in me and I just wanted to hug my knees, shape myself into a human ball and roll around the floor. But I didn't do that, of course. Would've scared the other people there. 

Oh and thats the other half of the best part of class :) I've missed everyone sooo soo much. It's good to see them again. Laughing at each other during routines, while we practice, make weird sounds ... Yeah I missed that :) 

There's one week left to the holidays. Sunday today was awesome, cos I came back from dance rehearsal knowing I could sleep not worrying whether or not I've forgotten anything for Monday's list of hand-ins and should-be-done-before-Monday-work. I have piano and mandarin tuition tomorrow, and I love that stuff and all, but I just don't feel like right now. I want to go back to Sunday 2pm - 7pm. 

Will be going over to the ballroom studio for practice for the whole week. I'm pretty excited. I really like going there, even though I'm as silent as a mouse when I am there, but I still love going there :) :). I'm not as tight as I am with the WDA people as I am with the DTB people [but ofcourse, I've known most of the DTB people since 2005], but we're cool, and they're super nice people. Takes time to build new friendship, I just wish my social skills were a little more pro than it is now. I'm terrible at making new friends ): If there was a master in this particular field, I beg to be your little grasshopper. 

WHICH REMINDS ME! :) I have this sudden craving of making new friends. Any takers? Bear warning, my attempts to start a conversation might be a little off, but bear with me :) I am working on my people skills. :) heh.

Krystle with be rolling with me to Malacca for the latin competition! :D Isn't that great? She says we'll stuff ourselves with chips on the way there. lol. Its a 2 hour drive, we could chomp down I dunno, maybe 20 packets of chips? And I don't think we'd be able to squeeze into our costumes for the comp after all that chips. :) But it did sound like a fun idea. When we told Sean about this, all he said was, "Hah. I'd be able to fit into my costume. 'Cos I don't eat junk food."

Chhhhhh. Men.

How he rolls.

Latin class went okay. I was about to walk up to the studio when I realized I had forgotten my latin shoes :\ So mummy had to drive me all the way home and back again to the studio to get a pair of shoes.

Samba isn't getting any easier. I had a lot to work on before next Sunday. If I'm not mistaken, Johnston, Nicole, Sylvia and Jimmy went to Hong Kong for a competition. All the best :) I think Belman went, too. To support. 

I had a dream last night. It was a pretty interesting dream although I couldn't remember much of it except for a blurry summary of what was it about. I did remember the last few minutes of it before I woke up. I was chasing Marisa 'cos she said she had something she wanted to show me. We passed by Latifah sitting with a bunch of people in orange suits interviewing them O.o [ btw, the place my dream took place was like this hogwarts castle thing, like a school, a campus, but a castle. lots of things going about ]. I lost Marisa and ended up in the boys territory. the campus was split to to parts, one side for ladies, the other for men and we were prohibited to enter the other. I bumped into a guy and wanted to run away cos I knew I'd get in trouble with the head. But the guy wouldn't let me go, and then it hit me, I turned and looked at the guy, it was Dhivya in a disguise. Then I remembered that we were all part of a mission to find something sacred in the boys part of the castle. 

And then I woke up. 

:)

I hope I find out exactly what was it we were looking for. 

Anyway. Mummy, Sean, Jean and I had lunch at Amcorp. It's been a while since I last visited Amcorp and some stuff has changed, upgraded. Had lunch. Looked around and went home. 

At the traffic light at jalan 222, we waited for the light to turn green. And from our left there was a guy, maybe about 17? 19? was on a bicycle, with a purple backpack and some stuff sticking out of the half-closed zipper. She zoomed pass us, quite fast, but in a pace enough for us (in the car) to catch about a 3 second glance of him.

He was a good looking fellow. Sharp features, and he had a smile and his face that made you smile too. He looked so clean-cut, so honest, and he cycled not too fast, not like those guys that cycle ridiculously fast on the road maybe imagining themselves a F1 racer or something, he cycled in a quickened pace but more like because he was excited to get to where he was supposed to go. Adorable :)

Mae : Mummy we should roll down the window and cheer him on.

Mummy : Haha. I'd roll down the window and ask for his number. "Auntie why would you want my number?" ( she was mocking of what he would probably reply ), I'd reply, "I have a daughter."

Mae : O.o AHHAHA!

Anyway.

Random, good-looking, gorgeous smile guy with the purple backpack (or was his shirt purple? -.- I cant remember) on the bicycle, if you're reading. Call me. :) 555-9894.

I just got back from a wedding of a family friend. Congrats :) :) 

And it hit me, In roughly the same amount of time I felt like since I was in kindergarten and now that I'm in form4, I'd be getting married. 

Dangit where IS that future husband of mine :P 

Order up!

Correction to the previous post. Lat and I watched season 4. :) Pending season 5. Is that right? pending?

I spent my day waiting tables and walking around Curve. 

Waiting tables was a fun experience. The lady in charge, Shirley, would call out, "AMOI!" everytime an order was up :) hahah. And she'd call the guys, "BOYY!". It was fun. Shirley is really nice, putting up with my being such a noob at this. I hope by the end of the day I improved atleast a little. I noticed at the end of the day, I was walking almost as fast as the other waiters :D haha They more like glide than walk. After awhile you sort of go on on automatic.

menu. order. food. drinks. trays. dirty dishes. money. change. Pretty cool. I had some trouble with the pricing and the menu but I guess that sorta thing takes time. I'm going back tomorrow. Earn some pocket money :) Next job, probably during the 2 month holiday, maybe I'll try out a bakery or an apparel store. that would be pretty neat, being part of the action behind scenes :D

lol. I was bringing an order out to the customers, and this super tall figure on my right, towering over me, it's shadow blocking the source of light, it said, "MAE!" I looked up and yelled back, "ALFRED!!"

lol! Alfred was there for the Taylors College open day thing. Asked me what was I doing there, I explained, bla bla bla and I had to go. I was on dutayy. cheyyyyyh :) hah. But it was good seeing a familiar face there. 

Latin private class was .. tough. Samba is verryy enjoyable but its difficult ): I can't get it right and it's so frustrating cos competition is next week. NEXT WEEK! dangit. Tomorrow, if possible I'll squeeze in a movie in the morning :P and then off to wait tables and then practice at the studio and then tuition. and then SLEEP. Oh that sounds good. SLEEEP.

Paper paper paper planes!

HAH get it?! LOST, season 5. GET IT!? Charlie has 5 fingers up. :) cuute.

Finally had the LOST season 5 marathon at Latifah's place. The was LOST, lying down on the floor, pillows, sleeping, the roti man, mcD's, and a confused mcD's delivery guy. OH, and youtube :)

Supposed to be there at 7am.



Got there at 9am.

It's surprising how difficult it is to wake up early during the holidays.




.... okay, not that surprising.

But I had a good time :) I slept and Lat was like, "Mae are you sleeping?". And I was like, "Yeah". And after lunch, we watched a couple more episodes, I turned around and Lat was on the bed sleeping. I didn't bother asking her if she was sleeping ... cos I knew she wouldn't answer :D

We ordered mcD's, and the mcd delivery dood had trouble locating Latifah's house. We heard the doorbell ring, so we ran to the door ready to get our hands on our lunch, but when we got the gate, all we heard was a motorcycle driving off and no lunch ):

So we were like, "Whaaaat??" We took 2 seconds to get out and he drove off?! Puzzled, we stood there behind the gate wondering why in the world did the mcd dude drive off so fast. Lat was about to call the mcd .. umm .. base? (WOW MILITARY TALK) and suddenly she was like, "OH!! HAHA! It wasn't the mcd guy." She walked to the gate and in my head I was like, "Then who else could it be?", I watched Lat walk to the gate, and thats when I saw the loaf of Gardenia bread pinned between the gate and the .. wall beside it. "It was the roti man, THATS why he drove off so fast."

this was so sweet :)

Eventually we got our mcd's. But when we opened the plastic, there staring right at our faces, a box that said, "20 pieces" (chicken nuggets). Lat and I ordered fried chickkkayn. So Lat was about to call the mcd person, but then decided to check the contents of the said box with 20 pieces of chicken nuggets, and our fried chickkkayn was there in the box. :D aiyo. Lucky we checked, or the mcd people would've gotten yelling from 2 16 year olds, and the two 16 year olds wouldn't gotten serious embarassment, and may never ever get to work at mcd's. :\

:) He's so sweet in season 5.

I didn't finish season 1, and I friggin hope i get to finish it soon cos there's so many unanswered questions, and I really really wanna watch the part where Sawyer gives this cute-roll-eye-look and jumps off the helicopter and back onto the island just because the helicopter couldn't carry the weight and someone had to jump off. And he volunteered. AHHHH SO ADORABLE.

There's so much to do during the holidays, I'd right them down on paper, but I know I'd loose it and a tree wouldn't been sacrificed for nothing. So I'll list them out here, so I won't forget :D :D. I'll tab this post as .. don't forget :D

• PRS board 09/10 [omigod can you believe it's soon to be 2010?!] essay(s).
• PRS gathering game preparations.
• A whole lot of cleaning up
• A whole lot of studying .... up :D
• latin comp serioussssss preparations
• Petronas perfomance with the weirdo's I love so much :)
• the takes-up-whole-of-my-sunday-afternoon-but-atleast-I-get-to-see-the-weirdos dance class .. on Sundays <3
• latin dance class on Saturdays
• guitar lessons, piano lessons
• tuition
• Bio lab report(s) .. lol I guess even the holidays couldn't keep biology away
• Physics formative marks (exercises)
• BM and English oral exam preparations
• 3 movies to catch :) The Hannah Montana (is it spelled with a 'h'?) Movie, 17 again and Angels and Demons. yayy
• Get new top and new pants. Nichii and Kitschen (love that place. Went to the branch in Tropicana City Mall ... and I love that place wheee ;D) sells (haha, I typed 'seels' and then I changed it. that was funny) reasonably-priced pant..aloons.
• Get Jean's present.
• latin exam preparations (.. yeah O.o exams. Teacher Joanne just told me yesterday)
• ummm ... sleep.

But most of the stuff up there I really love :) So I couldn't imagine any other way to spend my holidays.

Oh wait I can. 21 hours of sleep a day, and 3 hours of nothing but eat and television. Oh yeah.

P/S: Excuse the bad english ): I'm soo sleeeeepy. Can't be bothered to edit.

A to the nis

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANIS!

HA.HA.HAHAHAH.

YAYYY SPREAD THE JOY!    :) 

HAPPEEEE BIRRDIIIIIEEEEE!!!

HappyBirhtdayAnisIHopeYouHaveAIncrediblySpectacularBirthday. YAYYAYYAY!

Lovelovelove,Mae .. maemae.