How could I forget

I could remember when I was young, my family loved a movie about a man who was so passionate about diving. Not just a diver, a marine, a soldier who dived into the deep sea for his country. I was young, I couldn't remember the title but I've always wanted to watch the movie again.

This afternoon the movie was out on Star Movies :) You cant believe how happy I was. I loved the movie when I was a child, the only vivid detail I could remember about the movie was Cuba Gooding Jr. and the scene where Carl Brashear took 12 steps in the 290 pounds divers suit, in the court, with an artificial left leg. I so admire and envy the determination of Carl Brashear. The movie was based on a true story.

How bout a restart?

I have cracks around both my ankles, result to the dry weather in BeiJing. They aren't to bad, just a little rough. And my leg from the knee below is so dry and cracked :( Garrh I hope it gets better soon. 

I did nothing today but sulk about my coming home to Malaysia. Although I made certain my sulking wasn't obvious to others in the house. I just wished the holidays were a little longer (pfft, what about a lifetime?). 

I have nothing on for the whole weekend. Which is kind of good for me, I guess. I need time to restore my energy before all the tuition, piano, ballroom, rehearsals and outings with friends for the rest of the holidays. 

Honestly, I am looking forward to 2009. Especially going back school, firstly as a fourth former, and the second up side about going back to school would be the friends I've missed dearly. What I do not look forward to would be upstaging of the Bahasa Malaysia, as how my seniors put it, form4 BM is utterly different from the BM in form3. Hah, whoopee. 

I promised myself improvement in my Bahasa Malaysia, at least theoretically, but so far, no improvements. Yeah, I admit the laziness got to me, another thing is all of a sudden other things came into my holiday picture and it seemed like when school re-opens I wouldn't have the free time to really really enjoy (ehem, rehearsals and ballroom).

I think I have a rough idea about where I'll be heading after form5. Lets hope I can stick to it, better yet, lets hope I'll be blessed with the ability to carry out what I plan. So no pressure, I wont set for me to achieve ALL of these according to plan. This will be my rough guide, if I ever find something else that attracts my interest, something else I feel I'd rather go with, I'll change the plans. Plan as I go :) Everyone needs a back up plan. And a back up for your back up plan.  But instead of the headaches I'll have to go through remembering, pressuring myself to stick with the plans, I'll plan as I go. I think that'll be a little better for me.

During my form 4 year I'll study for my A Levels as well as the school syllabus. After SPM I'll take the A Levels examination. Hopefully after that I can get myself into a good college, and from the choice of the college, I'll figure out what course I'd go with. In my case, which is not having any clue about what I want my profession to be in my future, looking for the college/uni that specializes in a certain course would be tough as I dont know what is the course I want to follow.

So. Hope for an a acceptance in a good college/uni and figure out from there. 

Oh, Mae. Stick to one plan. :) This one is a good one to start, you have about 2 months to prep yourself :) I can do it. urrh, hopefully.

Uno mash?

Will you ever turn vegan?

I aim to be one. If only for the lack of discipline and hari raya rendang :(

Who is more important to you? friends/boy/girlfriends

friends i guess

Have you ever thought of getting married?

I wan't to get married. :)

Do you think you have enough confidence?

Heck. No.

How many babies do you want?

Enough to make a soccer team. :P 3 will be enough

What is your goal for this year?

Ironic this question came up, I was just thinking.

 - Less oily food, more vegies

 - Try not to procrastinate things

 - Don't pressure myself about the future (oh I despise the word), but work at my pace :)

Let's hope I can stick to it

(own question) i'll borrow Lat's question. I cant think of one

French and Mandarin. ehem, the Mandarin in China :) There's a slight difference. slight.

In your opinion, what are the characteristics of the perfect boy/girlfriend?

(10 characteristics)

1. Someone who understands the core-me. :) The inner me
   
2. Someone I can sit own and be silent with, no awkwardness
   
3. Someone I can say what I wanna say and not be judged
   
4. Someone who voices in his opinions, even if it means they're against mine.
   
5. Someone who knows when I need The Boyfriend, when I need The Best Friend, and when I need the Lecture
   
6. Someone I can talk the night through with
7. Someone who REALLY understands "I need space", and knows when and how to handle the "I need space" phrase within the circumstances.
8. Someone who make me laugh. But doesn't expect me to be as funny, :\ seriously I'm a terrible joker, it's embarrassing at times.
9. Someone who'll put up with my whining and picky-ness, but knows to draw the line when I go too far
10. Someone who can sit at the family table and not think he has to impress everyone. Simply, be himself.

What feeling do you love the most?

Bliss. And the feeling when you know time is your friend, no deadlines, no ugly past-times to haunt you.

What is your bad habit?

I'm picky. 

Is there anything you want to tell people who hate you?

Yeah. 

Emm, okay.

Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

A handful.

What does flying mean to you?

Nothing but birds and airplanes can come after you. a.k.a., 5 minute freedom moment. You'll have to get back down on the ground sooner or later, right?

Who do you love?

Family. Friends. Oprah.

Who do you think is hotter?

Edward Cullen or Jacob Black?

Edward Cullen

Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words

Latifah: That's a lass you don't meet everyday

Special.

What would you really like to do right now?

Hop on a plane, go back to BeiJing. I feel like there was more experience, there.

What will you become in the next 10 years?

Hopefully a 25 year old with a hopelessly-devoted-to-her, successful man, and a career that is on it's way to the peak of Mt. Everest. 

How to find the right partner?

you asked the wrong person, buddy.

What are you wishing for right NOW?

Theres so many I can't keep track.

What if-s

Let's let off some steam and do a survey.

1. Latifah Azlan
2. Irena De Fillipou
3. Trishi P.
4. Qis Siregar
5. Alesia Dhana
6. Alia Rasdi
7. Siti Amirah
8. Inka J.
9. Anis Nadia
10. Aizat Adli
11. Alfin Lian
12. Razlan
13. Maryam Fadzil
14. Maryam Azraa
15. Megan Chng
16. Alia Astaman
17. Mel Koay
18. Jean Elliessa
19. Krystle Koh
20. and for fun, Eddie Cahill.

How do you know 14?

School.

What would you do if you never met 1?

I dont know. Can't imagine life without a LatifahAzlan in my book.

What would you do if 9 and 20 dated you?

Anis? :D I'd probably hide from her certain someone.

Eddie Cahill? what would I do?! Cherish every moment, duhh. Hopelessly devoted :P

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?

It'll be interesting to watch  :)

Do you think 8 is attractive?

Drop dead gorgeous, people.

Do you know anything about 12's family?

I know his mom is a wicked dancer and choreographer. 

Tell me something about 7

She's probably the dancer.

What is 18's favourite pastime?

HAH! Being the baby in the house. She's 8 now, no more goo goo ga ga-ing.

What language does 15 speak?

English. wait, no. Some phD rate language I havent (and probably will never) got through understanding. :) In other words, English with the genius accent :)

Who is 19 going out with?

I dont know. But a girl like her, he would be the luckiest.

When was the last time you talked to 13?

Since ... before the school holidays, I think. Dang.

Who is 2's favourite singer?

I dont know. :( The last time she was in my presence I think we were still singing nursery rhymes.

Would you date 4?

Who wouldnt 

Would you date 17?

lol! Mayyybe. If she agrees to wear them heels.

Is 15 single? 

Ohhhhh I dont know XD

What is 10's last name?

Adli ... i think

Would you ever consider having a relationship with 11?

LOL It'll be too weird.

Which school does 3 goes to?

Sri Aman

Where does 6 live?

Tmn Melawati? I dunno :]

What do you like about 5?

She'll do anything stupid with me.

Back on the plane, pleeease.

Home again. :) Just came back from KLIA, from BeiJing.

Ohhhhhh IT. WAS. BEYOND. AWESOME.

I loved it I loved it I loved it there I wish we could've stayed longer. Despite the cold weather, everything we saw, experienced was worth walking in a -2 degree weather. Everything I looked forward to, was better than what I thought it would be. Anything I didn't really look forward to made me turn around, and hit me back with a BANG BANG.

Will have a day to day post about everything, every detail, every feel in BeiJing :) lol it's for me to remember this trip. They're gonna be really loooong posts, just so I can reminisce (lol, is that right? reminisce?) the wonderful time I had in BeiJing, China.